I hate feeling like this, I hate feeling not bliss

theres something wrong about the way I am

after everything I do to please that man

but the feelings I feel aren’t coming across 

Instead my hard work and feelings are being tossed

I don’t know how else to be or what way I could show it

I love and love but some how that person ignores it

helpless, meaningless and pointless I feel

but nothing it solves, not even this love that is real

all I can do is be me, who I always was

In hoping somehow someday it will be good enough

I’m sorry if you feel the same as me

I hope either way were sell meant to be 

- xoxo binx