another one of those nights, and I thought they were all behind me
-xoxo binx
(Source: alwaysinlovexxx)
how does that even happen
you once thanked me for teaching you how to love, but in the process I forgot how to love.
and I’ve been trying to learn ever since
Pizza is a dish best served cold
Im tired of being forced when everyone has options
This is my dorm room when I first arrived at Happy Hanscom, its definitely a lot more crowded now, with all my junk it. I have to move out all my bulky, heavy furniture out by Wednesday. FYI;I live on the second floor, I have no idea how thats going to work out. I’m spending my night cleaning out the furniture to get ready to move it out. My room is super messy, and I can not wait to get the new furniture, hopefully there will be “more space to do activities” - step brother, lol. I’m also trying to pull an all night’er, or in my case an all day’er since the AF has forced me to become nocturnal. I hope its not as bad of an idea as I think it is, I also hope I’m successful and don’t crash on the floor. Meanwhile I’m going try and find some things to keep up, so far I’ve done some online shopping, I want to create a vision board and …. thats about it.
Flight to Cali 9:20 a.m. Way too excited to sleep. Cant wait to see my family and cant believe its been 2 years. I hope these 11 days dont slip away. I can’t wait to hold my parents I know I’m going to cry.
I love music without all the hostility-it calms my soul :]
-xoxo binx
Interlude (piano cover) by J.Cole
(Source: drivenhearted)
maybe if…
I was a stay at home robot things would be better or a catering service to cater to everyones every need
I hate feeling like this, I hate feeling not bliss
theres something wrong about the way I am
after everything I do to please that man
but the feelings I feel aren’t coming across
Instead my hard work and feelings are being tossed
I don’t know how else to be or what way I could show it
I love and love but some how that person ignores it
helpless, meaningless and pointless I feel
but nothing it solves, not even this love that is real
all I can do is be me, who I always was
In hoping somehow someday it will be good enough
I’m sorry if you feel the same as me
I hope either way were sell meant to be
- xoxo binx
this is how the boyfriend makes up with me in the car, such a simple gesture but it lets us both know everything is going to be okay, I’m so thankful for the simple things he does
(Source: papillary, via janineds)
